"... and Love keeps choosing me, right back"

Yesterday I awoke feeling way more at peace within myself. It was one of those really still, beautiful, cold, blue / grey days. The type where you stay in your jarmies all day, and drink copious cups of tea, whilst snuggled up on the day bed out on the veranda. Just sitting, watching how all of nature seems to know the secret of “just Being”. No stressing, no struggling, no striving, no worrying... The type of day where you feel like you’ve awoken in a whole other reality, so other worldly, you almost expect to glimpse a unicorn out the corner of your eye at any moment.

As I was blissing out in all this peace and tranquillity, which seemed to be emanating from everything and everywhere, It dawned on me to use this moment to feel into the “Love” within myself, (seeing I’d been having so much trouble getting in touch with it over the last few days)

As I did this, the words I’d written the other day came to mind. “... and Love keeps choosing me right back”. It was if the whole day had been created just for me, so I could remember how it felt to be peaceful within my heart; to remember what it felt like to feel nurtured and nourished and loved by life its self.

It was so very easy to feel the Love in this moment. I spent the morning bathing in it; soaking it into every cell, every atom; Radiating into every part of me; my thoughts; my feelings; my desires; my life as it is at present; allowing the Love to uplift and transform all that needs to be.

I stayed out of the way, not trying to envision detailed outcomes or work out any of the how’s. A mantra came to mind; “I don’t need to know how, I just have to allow”. Allow the “Love”, in its Divine intelligence, to do its thing. Another mantra also came to mind. “I already Am. My Life already is. My desires already are.”

Love knows who I’m striving to be, who I truly Am. It knows what the highest and best life / lifestyle for me is. And it certainly knows what my hearts desires are. ( It should, I’ve been writing the same list for all 3 areas for long enough now... lol ) One of Klaus’s free downloadable meditations is perfect for really bringing this home, “Allowing and Receiving”, give it a listen if you get the chance.

I had a most blissfully relaxing, "Love" filled Day... 

Today I awoke with a Toni Childs song in my head.

            “Because you're beautiful”

“...its the time to choose, what you want now.
    its the time to declare, who you are now.
    its the time to, reach for the stars now.
    its the time to believe in yourself now.
   dream with me now...” 

I think it’s trying to tell me something, don’t you?

And today, again, the “Love” was much easier to feel, much easier to expand into, much easier to radiate. ( maybe the unicorn from yesterday, granted me a wish... ;-) Or maybe it’s because I kept at it, even though at times I felt I wasn’t really hitting the mark. Who knows? I’m just grateful that that “not so fun place” has passed, as all “not so fun” places always do.

Keep choosin’ the “Love”, luv's...