That old familiar state... "doubt".

   
    Started to recognise a familiar state, one I know oh too well. It’s the place where doubt starts to cloud my vision re: any new path that I might ventured onto... My mind starts to see only what’s missing; What’s not happening (even though this time I have written proof to the contrary) I start to loose interest and enthusiasm. Things start to go into a lull and I begin to think “it’s” not working. My feelings of I’m not good enough or capable enough start to arise.... I start coming up with excuses and justifications and distractions why not to continue on.

    I’ve been here many a time before, far to many times. All these excuses begin to take over my senses, my thought, my feelings, and they can seem so valid and real, that in the past throughout my life, I have given into them.

    Fortunately this time is different. Love, in its Divine Intelligence, inspired me to start this 90 day commitment to sending Love, as well as writting this Blog. And today I now understand why. Love knows me better than I know myself. It knew that I would hit this place of old habit, of giving up on "whatever", before it’s had a chance to really shine, to grow, to succeed. And it came up with a plan to help see me through. Bless its “All knowing” little cotton socks. Ya gotta love the Love!... and ya gotta just keep sending it!!!

Ps: Was inspired last night to send Love to a friends baby. When I saw her today, she shared with me how fabulous it was last night as the baby had slept for five hours straight, and that this was the first time he'd slept that long at night since she brought him home from the hospital. ( she is unaware of the whole sending Love thing) Makes you wonder hey?